Yesterday I finished watching the TV show Jessica Jones by Marvel’s. I have to say it was really good and i loved that David Tennant was in it even though he played the bad guy, I mean he played it so amazingly well I loved it. I know I said in a previous post that I was done watching movies or TV shows that portray gay characters or lesbian characters, but something my friend said kind of made me change my mind cause um what she said was that if you’re watching it for a different reason than watching it for the gay or the lesbian parts then it’s you know it’s not a sin especially if you’re strong in your faith and I feel like now I’m stronger in my faith. Of course I always struggle in it but who doesn’t. Plus I know that kind of relationship is wrong and I don’t watch the show for pleasure in those kind of relationships (I feel like pleasure is the wrong word).
So, some might say I’m a hypocrite and this might be true. But I’m still learning, still trying to find out who I am. I don’t want to do wrong, but at the same time i want to stay true to my faith and to who i am right now, but at the same i don’t want to hurt anyone. Though I already know i have, again, who hasn’t.
The world’s just changing too fast and I can’t keep up with it.